finding me.... not nemo!!!

there are so many things in my head and i cant seem to think straight.. i think about my future a lot these days... i dont know where im heading to... the future is still a blur to me.. two and a half years back, i thought by now i'll know what to do.. but i guess i was wrong.. but i believe that i'm an adult now.. sooner or later i still have to make my own decisions... so i better start thinking what to do in the future starting now.. how i wish that time can be paused, play, rewind and fast forward so i can go to my favorite moments in life.. ha-ha.. but a wish is just a wish.. my mission now is to find me, myself and i...